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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:03 pm
    @@@@@I was awful wrong about Daniel and all
    @@@@@I was awful wrong about Daniel and all moving to
    BallyharaI was trying to make them be a credit to meI wanted
    them
    to live in grand houses and be grand farmers with lots of land and
    hired hands to do most of the workI wanted to change themI
    never
    wondered what they wantedI didn't take them just the way they
    were
    Oh, I'm never going to do that to Cat
    I'm never going to make her different from what she isI'm always
    going to love her like I do now-with my whole heart, no matter what
    Mother never loved me like I love CatOr Suellen or Carreen,
    either
    She wanted me to be different from me, she wanted me to be just like
    herAll of us, that's what she wanted from all three 'of usScarlett recoiled from what was in her headShe'd always
    believed her mother was perfectIt was unthinkable that Ellen O 'Hara
    could ever be wrong about anything
    But the thought would not go awayIt returned again and again when
    she was unprepared to shut it outIt returned in different guises,
    with different embellishmentsIt would not leave her aloneBeing a lady like her isn't the only way to beIt isn't
    even always the best way to beNot if it doesn't make you happy
    Happy is the best way to be because then you can let other people be
    happy, tooShe was kind and
    patient and caringfor us children, for Pa, for the darki
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:03 pm
    @@@@@ Uncle Jeb, squatting next to us, rocked
    @@@@@
    Uncle Jeb, squatting next to us, rocked back on his heels when we said his name
    “Well, now,” he said, and his gruff voice brought back a hundred memories“Well, now, here's
    a pickle
    CHAPTER 13
    Sentenced
    Are they here?” We choked out the words–they burst from us like the water in our lungs had,
    expelledAfter water, this question was all that mattered“Did they make it?”
    Uncle Jeb's face was impossible to read in the darkness
    “Jamie, Jared!” Our whisper burned like a shout“Jared was with JamieOur brother! Are they
    here? Did they come? Did you find them, too?”
    There was barely a pause His answer was forceful, and there was no pity in it, no feeling at allWe were not echoing him, we were protesting against getting our life
    backWhat was the point? We closed our eyes again and listened to the pain in our bodyWe let
    that drown out the pain in our mind
    “Look,” Uncle Jeb said after a moment“I, uh, have something to take care ofYou rest for a
    bit, and I'll be back for you
    We didn't hear the meaning in his words, just the soundsOur eyes stayed closedHis footsteps
    crunched quietly away from usWe couldn't tell which direction he wentWe didn't care
    anywayThere was no way to find them, no hopeJared and Jamie had disappeared,
    something they knew well how to do, and we would never see them again
    The water and the cooler night air were making us lucid, something we did not wantWe rolled
    over, to bury our face against the sand ag
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:10 pm
    @@@@@"One thing I'm pretty sure of is that Davis
    @@@@@"One
    thing I'm pretty sure of is that Davis was right
    when he said this was the last delivery I tapped
    the date: August 19th"The guy sailed for Europe
    in October of 1926 and never came backHe
    disappeared at sea - or so Mary Ire told me
    "And cera?" Wireman asked
    "Let it go for now," I said"But it's strange -
    just this one piece of paper
    "A little odd, maybe, but not completely strange,"
    Wireman said"If you were a widower with young
    daughters, would you want to take your
    bootlegger's last receipt with you into your new
    life?"
    I considered it, and decided he had a point
    but I'd probably destroy it, along with my stash
    of French postcards"We'll never know how much
    incriminating paperwork he did destroyExcept for having a little drinkie now and
    then with his pals, his hands may have been
    975
    relatively clean He put a hand
    on my shoulder
    And if something's out to get us, maybe something
    else is looking out for usIsn't
    that possible?"
    "It would be nice to think so, anywayLet's see
    if there's anything else
    ii
    It seemed at first there wasn'tWe poked around
    all the downstairs rooms and found nothing but
    near-disaster when my foot plunged through the
    flooring in what must once have been the dining
    roomWireman and Jack were quick, however, and at
    least it was my bad leg that went down; I had my
    good one to brace myself with
    There was no hope of checking above ground-level
    The staircase went all the way up, but beyond the
    landing and a single ragged length of rail beside
    it, there was only blue sky and the waving fronds
    of one tall cabbage palmThe second floor was a
    remnant, the third complete toastWe started back
    toward the kitchen and our makeshift step-down to
    976
    the outside world with nothing to show for our
    exploration but an ancient note announcing a booze
    deliveryI had an idea what cera might mean, but
    without knowing where Perse was, the idea was
    useless
    Why else make it so fucking hard to get here?
    Wireman was in the lead, and he stopped so
    suddenly I ran into
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:11 pm
    @@@@@One advantage resulted from it to Fanny: at
    @@@@@One advantage resulted from it to Fanny: at the
    earnest request of Miss Crawford, MrsGrant had, with her usual
    good-humour, agreed to undertake the part for which Fanny had
    been wanted; and this was all that occurred to gladden her heart
    during the day; and even this, when imparted by Edmund, brought
    a pang with it, for it was Miss Crawford to whom she was obliged—
    it was Miss Crawford whose kind exertions were to excite her gratitude,
    and whose merit in making them was spoken of with a glow
    of admirationShe was safe; but peace and safety were unconnected
    hereHer mind had been never farther from peaceShe could not
    feel that she had done wrong herself, but she was disquieted in every
    other wayHer heart and her judgment were equally against
    Edmund’s decision: she could not acquit his unsteadiness, and his
    happiness under it made her wretchedShe was full of jealousy and
    agitationMiss Crawford came with looks of gaiety which seemed
    an insult, with friendly expressions towards herself which she could
    hardly answer calmlyEverybody around her was gay and busy, prosperous
    and important; each had their object of interest, their part,
    their dress, their favourite scene, their friends and confederates: all
    were finding employment in consultations and comparisons, or diversion
    in the playful conceits they suggestedShe alone was sad
    and insignificant: she had no share in anything; she might go or
    stay; she might be in the midst of their noise, or retreat from it to
    the solitude of the East room, without being seen or missedShe
    could almost think anything would have been preferable to thisGrant was of consequence: her good-nature had honourable
    mention; her taste and her time were considered; her presence was
    wanted; she was sought for, and attended, and praised; and Fanny
    was at first in some danger of envying her the character she had
    140
    Mansfield Park
    acceptedBut reflection brought better feelings, and shewed her
    that MrsGrant was entitled to respect, which could never have
    belonged to her; and that, had she received even the greatest, she
    could never have been easy in joining a scheme which, considering
    only her uncle, she must condemn altogether
    Fanny’s heart was not absolutely the only saddened one amongst
    them, as she soon began to acknowledge to herselfJulia was a
    sufferer too, though not quite so blamelessly
    Henry Crawford had trifled with her feelings; but she had very long
    allowed and even sought his attentions, with a jealousy of her sister so
    reasonable as ought to have been their cure; and now that the conviction
    of his preference for Maria had been forced on her, she submitted
    to it without any alarm for Maria’s situation, or any endeavour at
    rational tranquillity for herselfShe either sat in gloomy silence, wrapt
    in such gravity as nothing could subdue, no curiosity touch, no wit
    amuse; or allowing the attentions of MrYates, was talking with forced
    gaiety to him alone, and ridiculing the acting of the others
    For a day or two after the affront was given, Henry Crawford had
    endeavoured to do it away by the usual attack of gallantry and compliment,
    but he had not cared enough about it to persevere against
    a few repulses; and becoming soon too busy with his play to have
    time for more than one flirtation, he grew indifferent to the quarrel,
    or rather thought it a lucky occurrence, as quietly putting an end to
    what might ere long have raised expectations in more than MrsShe was not pleased to see Julia excluded from the play, and
    sitting by disregarded; but as it was not a matter which really involved
    her happiness, as Henry must be the best judge of his own,
    and as he did assure her, with a most persuasive smile, that neither
    he nor Julia had ever had a serious thought of each other, she could
    only renew her former caution as to the elder sister, entreat him not
    to risk his tranquillity by too much admiration there, and then gladly
    take her share in anything that brought cheerfulness to the young
    people in general, and that did so particularly promote the pleasure
    of the two so dear to her
    “I rather wonder Julia is not in love with Henry,” was her observation
    to Mary
    “I dare say she is,” replied Mary coldly“I imagine both sisters are
    141
    Jane Austen
    “Both! no, no, that must not be
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:02 pm
    @@@@@Pitchmen yelled above the din, nasally
    @@@@@Pitchmen yelled above the din, nasally hawking their wares
    in monotonic harangues while erratic explosions in the sky lit up the darkness, sending sprays of
    myriad fireworks cascading over a small adjacent black lakeRoman candles bright, arcing bursts
    of fire blinding
    A row of Hit-the-Gong machines drew contorted faces and thick necks bulging with veins as
    men sought furiously and frequently in frustration to prove their manhood, crashing heavy wooden
    mallets down on the deceitful planks that too often refused to send the little red balls up to the bells
    Across the way, others shrieked with menacing enthusiasm as they crashed their Dodge ’Em carts
    into the whirling, surrounding vehicles, each collision a triumph of superior aggression, each
    combatant a momentary movie star who overcomes all odds against himCorral
    at 9:27 in the evening in a conflict that meant nothing
    Farther along was a minor monument to sudden death, a shooting gallery that bore little
    resemblance to the innocent minimum-caliber variety found in state fairs and rural carnivals
    Instead, it was a microcosm of the most lethal equipment of modern weaponryThere were
    mocked-up versions of MAC-10 and Uzi machine pistols, steel-framed missile launchers and
    antitank bazookas, and, finally, a frightening replica of a flamethrower spewing out harsh, straight
    beams of light through billowing clouds of dark smokeAnd again there were the perspiring faces,
    continuous beads of sweat rolling over maniacal eyes and down across stretched necks—husbands,
    wives and children—their features grotesque, twisted out of shape as if each were blasting away at
    hated enemies—wives, husbands, parents and offspringAll were locked in a never-ending war
    without meaning—at 9:29 in the evening, in an amusement park whose theme was violence
    Unmitigated and unwarranted, man against himself and all his hostilities, the worst, of course,
    being his fears
    A slender figure, a cane gripped in his right hand, limped past a booth where angry, excited
    customers were hurling sharp-pointed darts into balloons on which were stenciled the faces of
    public figuresAs the rubber heads exploded the bursts gave rise to fierce arguments for and
    against the sagging, pinched remnants of political icons and their dart-wielding executionersThe
    limping man continued down the midway, peering ahead through the maze of strollers as if he were
    looking for a specific location in a hectic, crowded, unfamiliar part of townHe was dressed
    casually but neatly in a jacket and sport shirt as though the oppressive heat had no effect on him
    and the jacket was somehow a requirementHis face was the pleasant face of a middle-aged man,
    but worn with premature lines and deep shadows under the eyes, all of which was the result more
    of the life he had led than of the accumulated yearsHis name was Alexander Conklin, and he was
    a retired covert operations officer in the Central Intelligence AgencyHe was also at this moment
    apprehensive and consumed with anxietyHe did not wish to be in this place at this hour, and he
    could not imagine what catastrophic event had taken place that forced him to be there
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    10
    He approached the pandemonium of the shooting gallery and suddenly gasped, stopping all
    movement, his eyes locked on a tall, balding man about his own age with a seersucker jacket slung
    over his shoulderMorris Panov was walking toward the thunderous counter of the shooting gallery
    from the opposite direction! Why? What had happened? Conklin snapped his head around in every
    direction, his eyes darting toward faces and bodies, instinctively knowing that he and the
    psychiatrist were being watchedIt was too late to stop Panov from entering the inner circle of the
    meeting ground but perhaps not too late to get them both out! The retired intelligence officer
    reached under his jacket for the small Beretta automatic that was his constant companion, and
    lurched rapidly forward, limping and flailing his cane against the crowd, smashing kneecaps and
    prodding stomachs and breasts and kidneys until the stunned, angry strollers erupted in successive
    cries of shock, a near riot in the makingHe then rushed forward, slamming his frail body into the
    bewildered doctor and shouting into Panov’s face through the roars of the crowd, “What the hell
    are you doing here?”
    “The same thing I assume you areDavid, or should I say Jason? That’s what the telegram said
    “It’s a trap!”
    There was a piercing scream overriding the surrounding mele
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:02 pm
    @@@@@ Scarlett tried to eat a piece of toast, but
    @@@@@ Scarlett tried to eat a piece of toast, but it stuck in her
    throatThe gilded clock on the desk ticked the minutes awayIt
    sounded very loud to herAt the end of a half hour she jumped up
    "I'm going out, Bridie, but don't you dare stir a stepOpen the
    portholes, use that palmetto fan over there, but you and Cat stay in
    here with the door locked no matter how hot it getsOrder anything
    you want to eat and drink
    "Where are you going, Scarlett?"
    "Never mind about thatI'll be back before the ship sails The
    excursion boat was a small rear-wheel paddle boat painted in bright
    red, white, and blueIts name, in gold letters, was Abraham
    Lincoln
    Scarlett remembered it wellShe'd seen it passing Dunmore Landing
    July was not a month when many people toured the SouthShe was
    one of
    only a dozen passengersShe sat under an awning on the upper deck
    fanning herself and cursing mourning dress for its long-sleeved,
    high-necked sweltering effect in the Southern summer heatA man in
    a
    tall top hat striped red and white bellowed commentary through a
    megaphoneIt made her angrier by the minuteLook at all those
    fat-faced Yankees, she thought with hatred, they're just lapping this
    upCruel slave owners, indeed! Sold down the river, my foot! We
    loved our darkies just like family, and some of them owned us more
    than
    we owned themUncle Tom's CabFiddle-dee-dee! No decent person
    would
    read that kind of trashShe wished she hadn't given in to the impulse
    to comeIt w only going to upset herIt was already upsetting her,
    and they weren't even out of the harbor and into the Ashley River
    yet
    Mercifully, the commentator ran out of things to say and for a long
    while the only sound was the thunk-thunk of the pistons and the
    splash
    of water as it fell from the wheel
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:06 pm
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    He took my elbow once more as we climbed the rough stair-case out
    “I'm sorry about the, um, accommodations we've got you inIt was the safest place I could
    think ofI'm surprised those boys found balenciaga handbag you as quick as they did“Well, Kyle gets
    real… motivatedBut I suppose it's all for the bestMight as well get used to how things are
    going to beMaybe we can find something more hospitable for you While I'm
    with you, at least, you don't really have to cram yourself into ladies gucci watches that little holeYou can sit in the
    hall with me if you preferThough with Jared…” He trailed off
    I listened to his apologetic words in wonder; this was so much more kindness than I'd hoped
    for, more compassion than I'd thought this species was capable of giving their fake prada enemiesI patted
    the hand on my elbow lightly, hesitantly, trying to convey that I understood and wouldn't cause
    a problemI was sure Jared much preferred to have me out of sight
    Jeb had no trouble translating my wordless communication“That's a good girl,” he clutch prada said“We'll
    figure this all out somehowDoc can just concentrate on healin' human folksYou're much more
    interesting alive,I think
    Our bodies were close enough that he was able to feel me trembleDoc's not going to bother you now
    I couldn't stop shiveringJeb could only promise birkin bag hermes men
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    2:11 pm
    @@@@@ "What does that one mean?" He
    @@@@@
    "What does that one mean?"
    He shrugged
    Jack offered his hand - the left one, the boy was
    a learner - and then decided a hug was in order,
    1096
    after allIn my ear he whispered, "Give me the
    flashlight, boss
    In his I whispered back: "Can't
    I started along the path to the back of the house,
    the one that would take me to the boardwalkAt
    the end of that boardwalk, a thousand or so years
    ago, I'd met the big man I was now leaving behind
    He had been sitting under a striped umbrellaHe
    had offered me iced green tea, very coolingAnd
    he had said, So - the limping stranger arriveth at
    last
    And now he goeth, I thoughtThey were watching me
    "Muchacho!" Wireman called
    I thought he was going to ask me to come back so
    we could think about this a little more, talk it
    over a little moreBut I had underestimated him
    "Vaya con Dios, mi hombre
    I gave him a final wave and walked around the
    corner of the house
    iii
    1097
    So then I took my last Great Beach Walk, as
    limping and painful as my first ones along that
    shell-littered shoreOnly those had been by the
    rosy light of early morning, when the world was at
    its most still, the only things moving the mild
    lap of the waves and the brown clouds of peeps
    that fled before meTonight
    the wind roared and the waves raged, not alighting
    on the shore but committing suicide on itThe
    rollers farther out were painted chrome, and
    several times I thought I saw the Perse from the
    corner of my eye, but each time I turned to look,
    there was nothingTonight there was nothing on my
    part of the Gulf but moonlight
    I lurched along, flashlight gripped in my hand,
    thinking of the day I had walked here with Ilse
    She had asked me if this was the most beautiful
    place on earth and I had assured her that no,
    there were at least three others that were more
    beautifulbut I couldn't remember what I'd told
    her those others were, only that they were hard to
    spellWhat I remembered most clearly was her
    saying I deserved a beautiful place, and time to
    rest
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    2:11 pm
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    bewildered and so weak; and at others again, so tyrannic, so beyond
    control! We are, to be sure, a miracle every way; but our powers of
    recollecting and of forgetting do seem peculiarly past finding out
    Miss Crawford, untouched and inattentive, had nothing to say;
    and Fanny, perceiving it, brought back her own mind to what she
    thought must interest
    “It may seem impertinent in me to praise, but I must admire the
    taste MrsGrant has shewn in all thisThere is such a quiet simplicity
    in the plan of the walk! Not too much attempted!”
    “Yes,” replied Miss Crawford carelessly, “it does very well omega seamaster vintage for a
    place of this sortOne does not think of extent here; and between
    ourselves, till I came to Mansfield, I had not imagined a country
    parson ever aspired to a shrubbery, or anything of the kind
    182
    Mansfield Park
    “I am so glad to see the evergreens thrive!” said Fanny, in reply
    “My uncle’s gardener always says the soil here is better than his own,
    and so it appears from the growth of the laurels and evergreens in
    generalThe evergreen! How beautiful, how welcome, how wonderful
    the evergreen! When one thinks of it, how astonishing a variety
    of nature! In some countries we know the tree that sheds its leaf
    is the variety, but that does not make it less amazing that the fendi sale same
    soil and the same sun should nurture plants differing in the first
    rule and law of their existenceYou will think me rhapsodising; but
    when I am out of doors, especially when I am sitting out of doors, I
    am very apt to get into this sort of wondering strainOne cannot fix
    one’s eyes on the commonest natural production without finding
    food for a rambling fancy
    “To say the truth,” replied Miss Crawford, “I am something like
    the famous Doge at the court of Lewis XIV and may declare that I
    see no wonder in this shrubbery equal to seeing myself in itIf anybody
    had told me a year ago that this place would be my home, that
    I should be spending month after month here, as I gold gucci watch have done, I
    certainly should not have believed themI have now been here nearly
    five months; and, moreover, the quietest five months I ever passed
    “Too quiet for you, I believe
    “I should have thought so theoretically myself, but,” and her eyes
    brightened as she spoke, “take it all and all, I never spent so happy a
    summerBut then,” with a more thoughtful air and lowered voice,
    “there is no saying what it may lead to
    Fanny’s heart beat quick, and she felt quite unequal to surmising
    or soliciting anything moreMiss Crawford, however, with renewed
    animation, soon went on—
    “I am conscious of being far better reconciled to a country residence
    than I had ever expected to beI cartier santos watch can even suppose it pleasant
    to spend half the year in the country, under certain circumstances,
    very pleasantAn elegant, moderate-sized house in the centre of
    family connexions; continual engagements among them; commanding
    the first society in the neighbourhood; looked up to, perhaps, as
    leading it even more than those of larger fortune, and turning from
    the cheerful round of such amusements to nothing worse than a
    tete-a-tete with the person one feels most agreeable in the world
    183
    Jane Austen
    There is nothing frightful in such a picture, is there, Miss Price?
    One need not envy the new MrsRushworth with such a home as
    thatRushworth!” was all that Fanny attempted to chanel pearl sa
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    2:03 pm
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    “Business at this hour and in this place?” The first aged intruder spoke while looking around
    “I repeat,” repeated Alex“It’s none of your business and I really think you should leave us
    alone
    “Business is Jimmy choo business,” intoned the second old man
    “What in God’s name is he talking about?” whispered the bewildered Panov to Conklin
    “Ground zero,” said Alex under his breath The retired field agent turned his head up
    to the two old men“Okay, fellas, why don’t you go on your way?”
    “Business is business,” again said the second tattered chanel bag classic ancient, glancing at his colleague, both
    their faces still in shadows
    “You don’t have any business with us—”
    “You can’t be sure of that,” interrupted the first old man, shaking his head back and, forth
    “Suppose I were to tell you that we bring you a message from Macao?”
    “What?” exclaimed Panov
    “Shut up!” whispered Conklin, quilted bag chanel addressing the psychiatrist but his eyes on the messenger“What
    does Macao mean to us?” he asked flatly
    “A great taipan wishes to meet with youThe greatest taipan in Hong Kong
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    27
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    “He will pay you great sumsWhy?”
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    2:03 pm
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    "I'll do it, because I do everything you say, but I won't like it, ke
    my word The next morning Scarlett was awakened by the sound of
    trafficwas still dark, but street lamps showed her four lines of
    wagons d drays and carriages of every description moving along the
    street low her bedroom windowNo wonder Dublin has such wide
    streets,
    she thought happily, almost everything in Ireland with heels on it is
    hereShe sniffed, sniffed againI must be going crazycould swear
    I smell coffeeFingers tapped gently on her door"Breakfast is in
    the sitting room when you're ready," said Charlotte"I've sent the
    waiter away, I you need is a wrapper
    Scarlett nearly knocked MrsMontague down opening the door
    Coffee!
    If you knew how much I've missed coffeeOh, Charlotte, why didn't
    you
    tell me they drink coffee in Dublin? I'd have taken e train every
    morning just for breakfast The coffee tasted even better than it
    smelledLuckily Charlotte eferred tea, because Scarlett drank the
    entire potThen she obediently put on the silk stockings and
    combinations Charlotte unpacked from a boxShe felt quite wicked
    The light slippery undergarments were altogether different from the
    batiste or muslin she'd worn all her lifeShe tied her wool dressing
    gown tightly around her when Evans came in with a woman she'd
    never
    seen before"This is Serafina," said Charlotte
    "She's Italian, so don't be concerned if you don't understand a word
    she saysShe's going to do your hairAll you have to do is sit
    still and let her talk to herse
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    2:13 pm
    @@@@@ He couldn't wait foreverThe little he'd
    @@@@@
    He couldn't wait foreverThe little he'd said told me he was in a hurrySomeone could come at
    any timeOdds were on his side, thoughThere were fewer who would be inclined to stop him
    than there were who might think this was for the bestAnd of those inclined to stop him, even
    fewer who'd have much of a chance of doing thatOnly Jeb and his gun would make a
    differenceJared was at least as strong as Kyle, but Kyle was more motivatedJared would
    probably not fight him nowWas that a footstep by the door? Or just my imagination? How long had this
    silent standoff lasted? I couldn't guess how many seconds or minutes had passedelanie knew that the stalling would soon be at an endShe wanted me to clench
    the rock tighter
    But I would give flight a chance firstI would not be an effective fighter, even if I could bring
    myself to tryKyle was probably twice my weight, and he had a much longer reach
    I raised the hand with the pebbles and aimed them toward the back passage to the latrine
    Maybe I could make him think that I was going to hide and hope for rescueI threw the handful
    of small stones and shied away from the noise when they clattered against the rock wall
    The breath at the door again, the sound of a light footfall headed toward my decoyI edged as
    quietly along the wall as I could
    What if there are two?
    I don't know
    I was almost to the exitIf I could just make the tunnel, I thought I could outrun himI was
    lighter and fast
    I heard a footstep, very clearly this time, disrupting the stream in the back of the room
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    2:08 pm
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